Monday, September 12, 2011

in this day and age, we find ourselves staring into a screen of a screen of a screen after screen after screen and peering out of a screen of a screen of a screen after screen after screen.


how grim.


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Wednesday, July 13, 2011



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Wednesday, July 06, 2011

where do all these conclusive thoughts stem from, i wonder.

BOOKS TO READ BEFORE I DIE:
- Eckhart Tolle
- A Clockwork Orange; Anthony Burgess
- The Day of the Locust; Nathanael West
- A Death in the Family; James Agee
- Dog Soldiers; Robert Stone
- The Great Gatsby; F. Scott Fitzgerald
- Watchmen; Alan Moore & Dave Gibbons


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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

in all honesty, the toughest trick one can ever hope to master is the ability to bottle up emotions and whatever nonsensical hindering whatives(what-ifs) that embrace themselves so tightly to life-altering deadlocks, drop-kick em' down a bottomless pit, and never hear from em' again. no not ever nor a haunting glimmer.

the next best trick, is the ability to stand firm on yer own two feet. not sway to the likes of winds borne from ill witted motives and feeble minds.

the monks are kicking-ass at it. but... i'd like to think, they're having it a whole lot easier than us normal folks. we surround ourselves with god-damnable things; all they have are their mountain goats.

fuck la.
all things green and good are going byebye.


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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

i think.. i can no longer tell the difference between how i actually feel and how i should feel. human interaction is starting to seem familiarly... alien (oxymoron!) now. i constantly catch myself in mid-sentence, spouting words i don't really mean.

sometimes, i wonder if i really feel at all. how then, will i fare if i were to face another life-altering trial?

what. the. fuck. this is weakness. i need to stop going through motion.
maybe something needs changing.

yes yes. change is good. change is needed.


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"you can rest when you are dead".





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